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Kim opened up about her experiences in the show\u2019s final episode (Picture: Evan Agostini\/Invision\/AP, File)Kim Kardashian has discussed the reasons behind her split from Kanye West in the final ever episode of Keeping Up With The Kardashians.
\nThe reality star spoke candidly about the relationship, revealing that her mindset changed when she turned 40 last October.
\nKim filed for divorce from the Gold Digger rapper in February, six years after they tied the knot.
\nShe opened up about her experiences in the last ever episode of the show, saying she has been in therapy since the divorce was filed.
\nKim spoke about \u2018waking up at 40 and realising I just want total happiness\u2019, telling mum Kris Jenner that she was \u2018figuring out how to get there.\u2019
\n\u2018I just feel like I\u2019ve worked so hard in life, to achieve everything that I wanted to, and I\u2019ve lived up to my expectations and achieved 10 times more than I even thought was humanly possible,\u2019 she said. \u2018But I don\u2019t have a life to share that with. I do, obviously, my kids and everything, but am I just gonna sit here and think, \u201cOkay, my kids fulfill me, and I\u2019m good?\u201d\u2019\u00a0<\/p>\n
Kim spoke after her divorce from Kanye earlier this year (Picture: E! Entertainment \/ BACKGRID)Kim went on to say: \u2018I never thought I was lonely. I always thought that\u2019s totally fine. I could just have my kids. My husband moves from state to state. And I just am on this ride with him. And I was okay with that.
\n\u2018Then after turning 40 this year, I realised, \u201cNo, I don\u2019t want a husband that lives in a completely different state to me.\u201d I thought, \u201cOh my God, that\u2019s when we\u2019re getting along the best.\u201d But that is sad to me and that\u2019s not what I want.\u2019<\/p>\n
Kim and Kanye announced they were splitting earlier this year (Picture: Mark Sagliocco\/WireImage)Speaking honestly, Kim added: \u2018I want someone that we have the same shows in common. I want someone that wants to work out with me. Every single day Khloe and Tristan and I would work out at 6am and I was third wheeling it for a good eight months in quarantine. I was so envious of that.\u2019
\nShe went on to say: \u2018I was like, \u201cWow, it\u2019s the little things I don\u2019t have.\u201d I have all the big things. Yeah, I have the extravagant [things], everything you could possibly imagine. I\u2019m grateful for those experiences.\u2019
\nShe added: \u2018But I think I\u2019m ready for the smaller experiences that I think will mean a lot. I just want you to be happy and joyful.\u2019<\/p>\n
The reality star divorced Kayne earlier this year (Picture: Matt Baron\/Shutterstock)Kim and Kanye were married in a lavish ceremony in Italy in 2014, with scenes from their big day playing out on Keeping Up With The Kardashians.
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After some difficult months, the businesswoman filed divorce papers at the beginning of the year, with the musician later offering his legal response and reportedly agreeing to her request for joint custody.
\nIt comes after the penultimate episode of the show featured footage of Kim breaking down to sisters Kourtney, Kendall and Kylie Jenner, over the state of their marriage, saying she \u2018feels like a f**king failure\u2019.
\nKeeping Up With The Kardashian is available to stream on HayU.
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